Kinda busy??

Well, I've just entered my last semester of my degree program and I think there isn't much time left to enjoy the study days of my life :P. So what am I busy with? I somehow don't know what I am doing still. I really need the motivation to start on my FYP.

Firstly, I have no idea what to research on because the documentation of the FYP is crucial and important. I do know what the output of my application will be, what input I will take in and in what way I am going to do the program. But the hard part is justifying why this language, why this method, what I am going to use but documenting all these are tough.

I really need a head start, a kick start to start my work. What's better is a bit of guidance so at least I know what I should do because i have been lazy to ask my supervisor. Guess it's time to not be lazy, still there are many things in my life that I have to do, not just only FYP so it all comes to time management

I really hope from tmr onwards I might be able to start on my research, analysis and design quickly and start my programming if not I'll just dig my own grave and fail my FYP. Rushing to finish my work again, hahahah :P

The reaping and me

I've watched the Reaping with sue, her bf, her bf's friend alex and also nak. It was not as scary as I thought but still I scared myself more than the movie, I could predict where the scary part is but still close my eyes and ears, LOL. Anyway nak was sitting next to me and sue was laughing at me next to him, he laughed too. One part I was so scared I hit his hand :P.

Anyway it was quite fun, bumped in Chang Lun too, he was walking around alone, asked him to join us for tea but he refused, more like he didnt answer me, kinda sad coz it's like he's avoiding us. Havent seen him online lately though, wonder what's up.

Yesterday my friend came over to watch LOTR extended with me, before that showed him my childhood videos, I was such a noisy person ( high pitched voice), loved to talk as usual :P. That's the Li Zan everyone knows, talk talk talk. Joke joke joke too, anyway if I do say something wrong, please let me know, as friends we must help each other to learn and pointing out mistakes of someone else's is also helping out. People can be quite blind to some mistakes that they do and not realise it. If you do not help your friend who else would help leh?

Other than that, life is just the same, with a bit of twist here and there. Ups and downs that come and go in life is usual, that's why its called life :D

My 40th post :P

Cant seem to come up with titles that are suitable :P. Anyway according to the title, yes this is my 40th post, seems little or a lot?? I think it's little seeing that I blogged since long time. Finally the exams are over and I dare say I did rush for the studying part for the exams :P.

So the holidays is here meaning I'm closer to FYP submission :( need to start on my research already. I need to get that engine going and start moving. Well this weekend there was the PC fair held in KLCC and I went today with someone (wont tell who), it was packed as usual. Yesterday I went on a trip to Genting Highlands with my close friend and his family too. It was cooling up there and I enjoyed it very much. I hope my trip with my friends will work out :D

The plan for the holidaya is to relax and yet get some work done, and hopefully I'm able to read some books too. Haven't read much lately so time to catch up on my reading, maybe I should read Harry Potter 5th book so that I remember what happen to review the movie :P, what parts are missing again and parts that are important :P.

Rush hours

We as humans tend to rush when it's the last minutes, some do not rush and will be able to maintain calmness and also looking cool while doing it. I have been rushing about half the years of my life till now. Rush assignment, rush to grandma's place, rush here and there. Lol

I wonder what people will think if they look at me like I was in a series. Rush Hours of Li Zan - Acted, Produced, Edited and Directed by herself, must be boring. While reviewing those rush, I stand at a side and look at myself like I was in the TV, I think what's all this rushing for??? Have I miss the wonderful things in life by rushing by? You're right if your answer is yes.

By slowing down a bit you'll find that you see things in a different perspective, live life differently even for a brief moment, happiness rushes to you. It is then up to you to grasp and hold it dear with you till the end of time. When you have it treasure it with all your heart, don't lose sight of it. Of course it's not easy to gain happiness but we must persevere and keep pursuing. Even the small things in life can brighten up your darkness days.

Lately, I've come to notice something special which captures my heart dearly, which brings smiles to my heart and my face too :P. I will hold it close with me, mold it and store it with me always. As time goes by, I truly believe this thing will keep the fire in me burning, lighting my days, putting tears of both joy and sadness in my eyes yet still loving it forever.

Mid-point >>>>>> Full point

Mid point, the middle of everything??? Nah not for me , hahhaha
Full point?? I guess we'll be heading there :P

Two more weeks to exams!!! Two more weeks to study!!! and Three more weeks to holiday!!!!! This holiday will never be the same, my last holiday as a college students, the next one would be one to look for a job, and the next one would be public holidays or paid-leaves. Sigh!!! Time really flies and here I am looking back at yesterday loving the days of student life but dreading the assignment rush dates and studying for exam. So college days still have its good and bad days.

So here's the plan, study for exams, research for FYP, go Genting for holiday, go out for movies, hmm....what else???? Guess it isn't an interesting holiday, hahahahah :P Will definitely miss my friends in college, I prefer to go college than stay at home cause I get to chat and have fun :P PLUS after college days, how often will all of us get to gather and chat like this?? :(

College life vs Working life??? Will find out in 5-6 months

Woohoo!!!!

Hahahaha, lame title I know, just couldnt think of what to put there since life has been nothing more but assignments. So to update a bit on what happened on CNY, spend whole day, night not included in Grandma's place, I was up for 24hrs, ok I was near to it :P, about 10 mins away from that 24 I took a nap :P. But anyway, what I did for that sleepless night was fun, I watched tv like I have never seen it before, my house dun have astro leh, hahahah

I watched many interesting CNY programs and i chit chatted for a long time. So on CNY nite , my family and i took a train back to Johore reach there by 2.30 a.m. and once i reached my aunty's place I went online with my lappie, the next day we went back to a kampung where my mum was born, my aunty lives in a town around 45mins away from that place.

Like every year all my cousins gather together, but since my mum is the youngest, all my cousins were already in their late 20s or mid 30s. There is one cousin who was already in their 40s, but the good thing is they are all married, hahahahah more ang pau for me :P I have only 2 cousins which are near to my age when i go back johore and one of them were sick. Anyway, my cousin Eddy is a fun person :D brought me for a breeze ride with another cousin's bike.

Other than that, this CNY got interesting coz it seems another cousin of mine knows a singaporean actor that my sis and i recently saw from a hong kong drama. Look below for the guy. I just have too much to write coz i have been gone for a month :P

My dad's side family

My cousin Eddy and my sis

Just a few pictures, didnt take much this CNY

Rest and Relax

Muahahahahha!!! After 2 weeks, I finally am done with my project management assignment, i can conclude that project management is so so tough. But this assignment taught me a lot :D. So wassup now? Rest lor, you can see from my title man, so obvious!!! Haha I'm not really resting lar, gonna pick up Haskell but I think it's a bit too late, better late then never right?

Today is Chinese New Year eve, dinner at grandma's, staying overnight, gonna be a long long day.......................... and I really mean it when I say long. It's super bored, gonna bring my laptop and hopefully my uncle's internet is working, it goes on and off like 1 minute once. I'll be at my grandma's place for the whole CNY day, then at evening time I'll be back home, sweet sweet home but then 10pm I'm catching train back to Johore........again long long trip, not gonna sleep on the train, I'm so gonna kacau my friends with my sms, hahahaha, who wanna be my victim?

CNY haven't come and I already know what will happen, LOL. Just plans lar, hoping to play firecrackers this year, like every other year I do it with my cousins which reduced to cousin now, 1 cousin only stick with my sis and I.

Lately, I'm kinda troubled, keep thinking of something which I don't quite realise what is it either. Well I think I'll just stop thinking bout it and keep going, somethings must be put aside in order for the rest to move, when the right time comes I shall look into it again. I have to many things to handle to give it too much attention. Studies 1st!!! FYP argh!!! VIVA coming, ahhhhhhh!!!!

I think this is what went for my last two weeks :D. Will take plenty of pictures for CNY and hopefully I can post them :P. I only post nice pictures of myself :P

Unpredictable

Quote of the week:

There is a purpose behind every problem

Life as always is unpredictable, so many things can happen in a short matter of time. Problems arising are the most unpredictable, that's why projects have risk analysis :P. I'm not having problems but I used to have it and that quote meant a lot for me. Whatever comes, there is a reason. We should always learn from all of it, no matter what happens, we shouldn't feel discouraged in life.

Another quote :

There is always a way out.

By knowing the purpose we can easily find the way out. Both quotes related closely. I learn so much life's lesson from the Bible, from devotional books, from self-help books. I used to be very negative and I'm glad I worked through it. Whatever problem I had encounter, I found the purpose through time and through time I walk my way out with help :D.

A song that inspires : If you believe by Rachel Lampa

I close my eyes,
And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause You are in my life.

Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now You're mine.
Wished for you so hard.
Prayed that You'd find me;
Baby you're here today,
Here to remind me:

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...

Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we could be; (Everybody said that...)
That I couldn't get my heart out of my head
But they just didn't see;
No, they just could not have
The feeling that You give,
The places that You go...

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.

Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but You...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely."

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That (when you believe) when You want Someone enough,
Then they can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, ooh...

Never stop believing!