Getting to know you

Anyone remember this song? Here is the chorus:

Getting to know you,
Getting to know all about you,
Getting to like you,
Getting to hope you like me.

It's a song from The King and I. It hit me when I realise that I dont know God well, how to be close to someone to not know that person. The same thing goes for my friends that are around me. How much do I really know about everyone? I found out that I know little of everyone in my life.

Getting to know you,
Getting to feel free and easy,
When I am with you,
Getting to know what to say ,

The second part of the chorus tells me that I wanna be like this with my friends. I dont really know all the likes and don't likes of theirs. But this holiday I will get to know my friends better. Their real character, you cant really see it in college because we're only there to study. We have never talk bout ourselves or people have never ask about you. I also wonder does my friends know me? What kind of person am I? I know but some people might not see me like that. This holiday I also want to find myself, I am kinda lost here. I dont know where to go and what to do. These are things that nobody can tell me, and so I pray that God will lead the way.

I wish I could describe how i feel now but it's hard. It seems that only God knows what is wrong with me. I really want to give everything to God but there is something holding me back. I know what it is but i have no idea how to deal with it at all. I'm so lost, Haihzzzzzzzz

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Haha, so lazy to update, well saturday my childhood friend and his dad came to have dinner with my family. After that we went to jazz musical festical with them :D. My dad cooked us dinner, he got lazy and used the oven so the food was not as good as he wanted :(. But then again it's good food :D.

Well at the jazz musical festival, i bought secret reciper chocolate indulgence coz my sis wanted and it was so sweet . So she ate most of it then we went to buy starbucks drinks :D. After that sumthing funny happened to me, i sat at my mom's seat and when i lean back i fell down :(. Coz the leg of the chair got caught in a hole :(. So humiliating and so hard to get up. My family and my friend had a good laugh though :D.

Sunday i think i stayed at home and felt tired to do anything, sleep alot though :P.

Yesterday nothing special. Today also nothing much, but then again there are assignments to rush again yet i feel so relax :P. I wonder why, i guess i know it's best not to mention why. I will keep it to myself unless sumeone ask me why lor :D.

Dunno wat to really put in here, there are many things but at the same time i dun feel like it is right to put it here coz it might not be my business. But i feel that it's hard sumtimes to help ppl becoz we're so blinded by things that are wrong sumtimes. We try to help but then again that someone might not need our help or it's just hard to reach him/her. I know how it feels now becoz sumtimes ppl try to help me but i cant see how they can help, they dun mean any harm but they really care for me :D. Thank you my friends who try to help me in this tough period :D. Why tough?? My close friends know why so i wanna say thank you for being by my side, it is tough but i was glad that u were there for me, God too :D