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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Rest and Relax

Muahahahahha!!! After 2 weeks, I finally am done with my project management assignment, i can conclude that project management is so so tough. But this assignment taught me a lot :D. So wassup now? Rest lor, you can see from my title man, so obvious!!! Haha I'm not really resting lar, gonna pick up Haskell but I think it's a bit too late, better late then never right?

Today is Chinese New Year eve, dinner at grandma's, staying overnight, gonna be a long long day.......................... and I really mean it when I say long. It's super bored, gonna bring my laptop and hopefully my uncle's internet is working, it goes on and off like 1 minute once. I'll be at my grandma's place for the whole CNY day, then at evening time I'll be back home, sweet sweet home but then 10pm I'm catching train back to Johore........again long long trip, not gonna sleep on the train, I'm so gonna kacau my friends with my sms, hahahaha, who wanna be my victim?

CNY haven't come and I already know what will happen, LOL. Just plans lar, hoping to play firecrackers this year, like every other year I do it with my cousins which reduced to cousin now, 1 cousin only stick with my sis and I.

Lately, I'm kinda troubled, keep thinking of something which I don't quite realise what is it either. Well I think I'll just stop thinking bout it and keep going, somethings must be put aside in order for the rest to move, when the right time comes I shall look into it again. I have to many things to handle to give it too much attention. Studies 1st!!! FYP argh!!! VIVA coming, ahhhhhhh!!!!

I think this is what went for my last two weeks :D. Will take plenty of pictures for CNY and hopefully I can post them :P. I only post nice pictures of myself :P

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Unpredictable

Quote of the week:
There is a purpose behind every problem
Life as always is unpredictable, so many things can happen in a short matter of time. Problems arising are the most unpredictable, that's why projects have risk analysis :P. I'm not having problems but I used to have it and that quote meant a lot for me. Whatever comes, there is a reason. We should always learn from all of it, no matter what happens, we shouldn't feel discouraged in life.

Another quote :
There is always a way out.

By knowing the purpose we can easily find the way out. Both quotes related closely. I learn so much life's lesson from the Bible, from devotional books, from self-help books. I used to be very negative and I'm glad I worked through it. Whatever problem I had encounter, I found the purpose through time and through time I walk my way out with help :D.

A song that inspires : If you believe by Rachel Lampa

I close my eyes,
And even when I'm sleeping
I'm alright,
'Cause You are in my life.

Once upon a time,
I only imagined this
And now You're mine.
Wished for you so hard.
Prayed that You'd find me;
Baby you're here today,
Here to remind me:

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe, oh oh...

Everybody said
That I was a fool to think
That we could be; (Everybody said that...)
That I couldn't get my heart out of my head
But they just didn't see;
No, they just could not have
The feeling that You give,
The places that You go...

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...
If you believe.

Never wished for material things;
Never needed wind in my wings.
I never wished for anything but You...oh!
I can't explain it,
Someone just told me,
"Go where your heart is,
You'll never be lonely."

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw You
That (when you believe) when You want Someone enough,
Then they can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be,
If you believe.
Believe, believe, believe, ooh...

Never stop believing!

Monday, January 22, 2007

Time flies....flood rushes....friend flying away

I love to blog every monday if not then when I am inspired. This day is the start of the week for almost everyone around the globe. Some people dread it, some people are happy bout it. I for one am a person who loves the start and end of everyday so Monday is just a day where college starts for me.

But blogging on a Monday is a good thing to do. For one, you can reflect what you have done last week and make it better this week. Looking at my planner I found out the important thing that I've done last week was only my PSF submission. So this week I told myself to start on all my assignments, even if it's a little.

Reflecting is always good, no matter what you reflect on, it helps you make changes because you'll find out something good and bad out of reflecting. Reflecting on God's word is important because it helps us think, are we applying it in our lives, how can we apply it. It helps us live our lives more Christlike. An important thing that I've learnt and reflected upon it all the time : How to get people to like you.One important Christlike characteristic can help to make people like you is to love everyone around you. Learn to accept, don't judge and love everyone. Of course there are times when some people just don't like you, it's okay but you yourself must not hate anyone, dislike anyone but love everyone and gradually show your love.

Time really flies, but not for those flood victims, time must have slowed down on them, with all that water around, it must be hard. All I can do is to donate money and pray for them. When we can actually do more but we have no time. It seems what they need most after floods is money, to restore the things that is lost.

Another thing that made me realise time flies is the fact that another friend of mine , Chee Siang is going off soon to Queensland. 12th of Feb, even though it seems far now, but I know in a blink of an eye, it will pass like flashes of cars on the highway. In the end the lesson that I always learn is time management, which I cannot master because it is influence by my laziness :P.

Monday, January 15, 2007

This is the story of a girl.....

I just love this song, I bet many of you have heard it before. But I'm gonna write bout my story, not about another girl :P. So updates in my story, writing PSF (project specification form) is not easy, so much thought is put into it because it is a promise of what our project will be. Planning everything within one week before it is due, but we were suppose to research bout our project since PPF which is the proposal.

So this girl name Lizzie(me of coz) took her sweet time to consider what to do and never bothered to research and for the pass weekend everything came and hit her in the face that she has to start her engine. Thank God was still watching her and bless her with friends who help. Of coz, thank you for the friends who help and God bless them all. But still she took her time but with a clear idea of what to do now. It's funny talking about yourself in a third person view.

I learnt something valuable in church on sunday. If we lose the passion for God, we will be bored and we will do something stupid. This is very true because passion drives us to do and it makes us doing it with love. We need not only passion in God, we all need passion in doing our daily task, studying, working and many more. How to do these things in passion? There is only one way, which is to do all those for God, therefore the passion is still for God. It will be strongest drive and motivation in life for Christians.

Last time, I usually do things for the sake of myself, everything was about me. But now I'm doing it for God and I'm glad because pleasing Him is so much better than pleasing ourselves because us humans are not quite satisfied with everything in life but God is happy that we are doing all the good things in life for Him. Therefore we will get satisfactory and happiness from all those that we dedicate to Him. While busying my life with my studies, I will think of God all the time and never fall back from Him because I'm living my life for Him. To serve a higher purpose really brings great joy. Other than that, knowing that we are doing everything for Him, He will also give a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on and a comforting hug.

As you can see, the story of this girl is getting better, but there will always be ups and downs and He will be there to carry her through

Monday, January 1, 2007

A new year!!!

A new year a new start!! This coming year will be exciting since it's the official start of FYP. From now till august , everyone in TP0611 will be "having fun" writing our PSF, doing research, interviewing people, designing, programming and testing. Lastly would be our presentation to convince our supervisor and advisor why deserve 1st class. It's definitely a challenge for everyone.The art of presentation is important at this stage, saying something wrong will give wrong impression to the lecturers.

So from xmas till new year's eve was great fun for me! Quite a bit to write about. On xmas eve, I had dinner with grandma, then went to the curve coz my dad have a drinking session with his pals. Stuck there with my sis :(. But we get to see the crazy crowd spraying foam at each other from far. On xmas day, my sis and i went to church to watch adorable kids perform. It is the birthday of Jesus so we thank the Lord for His precious son. At night, my family went to star hill for dinner and we took a lot of pictures.Will post the pictures when malaysia's connection to international links are fixed.

So new year's eve was something new for me. Went to church and it was great, saw wonderful performances by different ministries. I was glad to be there because it reminded me why i am here and what happened last year was tough but i had divine help from my Father. Without Him i dont know how i could have gotten through it. So i put my year 2007 in His hands with strong faith that it will be a good year :D.

Cant wait to get back to college to really start my FYP :P. Looking forward to getting a useful laptop too :P. I hope this year msia's market will be better and improving all the time :D. I think one last thing that we all hope for is a change in the perception of certain ppl's. We all know who and we can pray and work hard on it. Never give up my friends, tis is a beautiful country afterall.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

All I want for christmas......

Xmas is soon to come.....2 days left!! I want a Macbook :P if and only if I have the money :(. I havent done my xmas shopping yet.......gosh!! What to buy?

Anyway what has happen in my life lately? I'm working my way through my bad characteristics, hopefully to get rid all of it with God's help. So what are my bad characteristics? They are the worst of the worst which is:

1. Jealousy
2. Envious
3. Negative person (getting better :p)
4. Love to compare
5. Stubborn
6. Talk back at wrong times

Many more kua, please point it out to me if you find more :D. I appreciate your honesty. At this moment I need to concentrate and tackle one at a time. Please forgive if I have gotten on your nerves my dear friends, I'm trying my best to control it. A little help will be wonderful :D. Support will do great too. At the same time, I'm discovering my purpose. What am I here on earth for? I found a book which is really helpful. I learnt two things today. Focusing on ourselves will never reveal our life's purpose. Another thing would be You were made by God and for God - and until you understand that, life will never make sense.

I truly believe that we were made for a higher purpose that what we think what we are here for. I havent discover it yet and soon I will for sure. Because I have faith :D. By fulfilling your purpose, you will truly feel that you are alive! So let's find our purpose now, I'll pray for you. Pray for me too :D

Sunday, December 17, 2006

The meaning of Christmas

Ho ho ho, Merry Christmas! Tis the season to be jolly! Christmas is just a week and a day away, it's definitely the best holiday of every year. Why? It's not bout presents, it's not bout candy canes, it's not bout the Xmas tree, it's not bout the egg nog, and definitely not bout the turkey!! ?Haha :P

Christmas is all about the birth of Jesus, He who changed our relationship with God. The day Jesus was born, history changed. We all rejoice for the birth of Jesus. Other than that, it's who we celebrate this joyous day with. We should spread the love on tis Christmas day, spend it with family, your close friends, your not so close friends :P, your fellow brothers and sisters in church and most important of all, spend it with Jesus.

When I was young, Christmas was all about presents, kid mar. I really believed in Santa Claus :p. But this very year, my Christmas is all about Jesus. Thanking God for giving us a chance to reconcile with Him. I hope I can spread the message, whoever who reads will know of this wonderful day.

So here I am searching for Christmas songs and my favorite song is :

Hark the herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!
Peace on earth and mercy mild
God and sinners reconciled"
Joyful, all ye nations rise
Join the triumph of the skies
With the angelic host proclaim:
"Christ is born in Bethlehem"
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Christ by highest heav'n adored
Christ the everlasting Lord!
Late in time behold Him come
Offspring of a Virgin's womb
Veiled in flesh the Godhead see
Hail the incarnate Deity
Pleased as man with man to dwell
Jesus, our Emmanuel
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Hail the heav'n-born Prince of Peace!
Hail the Son of Righteousness!
Light and life to all He brings
Ris'n with healing in His wings
Mild He lays His glory by
Born that man no more may die
Born to raise the sons of earth
Born to give them second birth
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Merry Christmas and have a happy new year my friends. Don't forget the real the meaning of Christmas!!

Friday, December 8, 2006

How far can Faith bring you?

Faith a strong and powerful word. A gift of the spirit. Faith has brought me far and I know it will bring me further than I will imagine. Many points in life we need faith, faith in God, faith in yourself, faith in others.

Faith is associated with trust, you have faith in someone, you trust that person too. Just as we have faith in God, we put all our trust to Him. Lately I have been having trouble considering my FYP title, I have heard many opinions concerning it, those opinions have gave me a rerun thought on the title. Suddenly I felt that I couldn't do that project, amidst all the negative thoughts, a strong and positive thought hit it and smashed it to pieces."I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me"

I found the faith that I had for the project. I had it when the idea came, I trust that I could do it. Just by the words of others I put myself down, how silly I am. Now that I got it all clear again, I will put to the test my faith in God that I can succeed in this project. With the blessing of God, I put in my hard work, I put in the energy that God provided for me.

I truly believe that I can do it, even if it might seem impossible, I will make the possible. Sometimes we human have big dreams, big goals. We can't just sit there and wait for it to come, we have to give it all we got, if it was meant to be then it will come with the effort you have paid for that dream.

Another wonderful line from the bible , "If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed....nothing shall be impossible unto you". We must believe that every problem has a solution, do not lose hope and keep having faith. Faith will take you to a long journey, it will bring you to many places. Just believe and you can do the impossible.
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